I'm no superstar.I'm just a guy lost in space XD
I try to admire and respect any artist i come across 83
I love all my watchers and friends and i hope they give the same respect back <3
I've had enough,i'll make them say
They'll never take another drop of blood from me!
And judge you all,one final bow
I'll be your End of Days!
But in the streets,the warriors fall
I will do what i must 'till i see them crawl
Not to me,but they will say
I'll be your End of Days
I'll be your End of Days
~The Corre anthem
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Going around in circles again.
Pedal to floor, back in the seat, purpose and will verus modern machine.
Passing the slow, defeating the weak, all with the tar on the street,
and the weight of my feet the sweat on my face.
Wanting first place for than you can understand.
Going around in circles again.
Photo finish race.
Rear veiw stare chase.
Satisfaction only when I finish at the end.
If i follow all the rules, promise that i'll win?
Driven so confused that im going around in circles again.
Going around in circles again.
Holding on by a thread.
Cut me loose so I can contend.
Hoping for something more then second place, first place or more.
Where will I be when I get to the end?
Doesn't matter what place i begin three hundred sixty-one degree's and then.
Going around in circles again.
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Welcome to the end of everything that haunts me
Somehow I pretend all was meant to be
I am not the saint here, never the good son
Hell has taken over and I know
When I say go...run away, run away
When I say go...run away, run away
When I say go...run away, run away
When I say go...run away, run away, run away
Where do I belong? So sick of being shadows
Scared to walk alone, now it's time to roam
I have always wanted all that I could own
My wish was never granted 'til now
When I say go...run away, run away
When I say go...run away, run away
When I say go...run away, run away
When I say go...run away, run away, run away
Welcome to the end of everything that haunts me
Somehow I pretend all was meant to be
I am not the saint here, never the good son
Hell has taken over and won
When I say go
When I say go...run away, run away
When I say go...run away, run away
When I say go...run away, run away
When I say go...run away, run away
When I say go...go, go, go, go, go
When I say go...go, go, go, go
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What I believe is all that I am
Take it away, I’m only a man
Back from the dead and now it appears
I’ll be the one to take back the fear
Kill or be killed, that isn’t me
Maybe it’s you dying to be
Somebody else. Man of the year
But I am the one to take back the fear
Don’t want anything taken away
Taken away from me
It’s all that I believe
Message of hate, fading away
My love and my failures “one in the same”
Now that I’m back, painfully clear
But I’ll be the one to take back the fear
When it seems that everything was all a dream
Everything’s not what it seems
Even I cannot believe in me easily
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Gave up on the socializing
Packed up and complete with nothing
Chalk it up as a week of something
That I don't ever wanna go through again
There's nowhere left for me to hide
Last off of a speeding death train
Freak out but not really insane
Sweet god getting nothing but pain
That I don't ever wanna go through again
There's nowhere left for me to hide
Forgive me if I can't remember
Where I left my head tonight
I can't let go, never could let go, I won't let go
Gonna fuel this fire till it's out of control
Tear it up in a town that hates me
Shoot down every bitch that could be
Chalk lines on an empty street
Where I could never ever be caught dead again
There's nowhere left for me to hide
Bad trip that I can't remember
Dead weight sitting on my shoulder
Shot down in a living horror
That I don't ever wanna go through again
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I've seen better days, yeah
So says the mirror
It's hard to find divinity when you're the king of men
If I can get through this
I can get through anything
If I can make it through this
I can get through anything
If I can get through this
I can get through anything
If I can make it through this
I promise you
I promise you
It could be much worse, yeah
But the call is close
Tomorrow's my reason for today to let go
If I can get through this
I can get through anything
If I can make it through this
I can get through anything
If I can get through this
I can get through anything
If I can make it through this
I promise you
I promise you
If I can get through this
I can get through that
If you cut me wide open
I can cut you some slack
If you come when I'm leaving
I might never be back
I know it's not easy
just a matter of fact
If I can get through this
I can get through that
If you cut me wide open
I can cut you some slack
If you come when I'm leaving
I might never be back
I know it's not easy
just a matter of fact
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If I could have my wasted days back,
Would I use them to get back on track?
Stop to warm at karmas burning,
Or Look ahead, but keep on turning.
Do I have the strength
To know how I'll go?
Can I find it inside to deal with what I shouldn't know?
Could I have my wasted days back?
Would I use them to get back on track.
You live it or you lie it!You live it or you lie it!
(You live it or lie it! You live it or lie it!)
My lifestyle determines my deathstyle!
My lifestyle determines my deathstyle!
Keep searching
Keep on searching
This search goes on
This search goes on
Keep searching.
Keep on searching.
This search goes on.
This search goes on.
Frantic tick tick tick tick tock
Frantic tick tick tick tick tick tick tock
Frantic tick tick tick tick tick tick tock
Frantic tick tick tick tick tick tick tock
I've worn out always being afraid
An endless stream of fear that i've made
Treading water full of worry
This frantic tick tick talk goes hurry
Do I have the strength
To know how I'll go?
Can I find it inside to deal with what I shouldn't know?
I've worn out always being afraid
An endless stream of fear that i've made
You live it or lie it! You live it or lie it!
(You live it or lie it! You live it or lie it!)
My lifestyle determines my deathstyle!
My lifestyle determines my deathstyle!
Keep searching.
Keep on searching.
This search goes on.
This search goes on.
Keep searching.
Yeah, keep on searching.
This search goes on.
on and on!
Frantic tick tick tick tick tick tick tock
Frantic tick tick tick tick tick tick tock
Frantic tick tick tick tick tick tick tock
Frantic tick tick tick tick tick tick tock
Do I have the strength
To know how I'll go?
Can I find it inside to deal with what I shouldn't know?
Do I have the strength
To know how I'll go?
Can I find it inside to deal with what I shouldn't know?
Oh My lifestyle (Birth is Pain) determines my deathstyle!
a rising tide (Life is Pain) that pushes to the other side!
My lifestyle (Death is Pain) determines my deathstyle!
a rising tide (Its All The Same) that pushes to the other side!
Keep searching
Keep on searching
This search goes on
on and on
Keep searching.
Keep on searching.
This search goes on.
on and on.
Frantic tick tick tick tick tick tick tock
Frantic tick tick tick tick tick tick tock
Frantic tick tick tick tick tick tick tock
Frantic tick tick tick tick tick tick tock
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I would identify with this song due to depression. I had a virally induced episode by glandular fever and it destroyed a year of my life...it took that long before i seeked treatment and help.
Invisible kid
Never see what he did
Got stuck where he did
Fallen through the grid
Feeling left behind by the world, as everything carries on functioning without you. Due to your absence, it feels like the void you left in the world has been filled in, so you are stuck in your own isolation, as friends and family get on with their own lives.
Invisible kid
Got a place of his own
Where he'll never be known
Inward he's grown
Before I was treated, I essentially isolated myself because I couldn't cope with anyone elses problems. In the end, youre climbing the walls of your own house in the middle of the night, going crazy for some company.
Invisible kid
Locked away in his brain
From the shame and the pain
World down the drain
The depression drives you inwards, tormenting yourself with self perpetuating hatred, regret, torment, etc. In the end, you feel like your whole world is just you, and you are the most awful company as you become so detatched from the world you feel like actually admitting your problem to someone would be far too shameful to ever contemplate, while the further you detatch yourself, the bigger the bridge would be to reach out for help.
Invisible kid
Suspicious of your touch
Don't want no crutch
But it's all too much
You feel like everyone is out for themselves, every time you talk to someone, they tell you to snap out of it, cheer up, like its your choice, like you WANT to be miserable and them telling you to snap out of it will suddenly make you realise. You dont want help because it is humiliating, but you cant cope and go on alone, it is far too painful to bear.
I hide inside
I hurt inside
I hide inside, but I'll show you...
The one who did decide to help me was a girl I met, this was the first time I opened up to someone. Coincidentally, she had gone through it before.
I'm OK, just go away
Into distance let me fade
I'm OK, just go away
I'm OK, please don't stray too far
You almost fear the torment people give you with their judgemental eyes as the depression is nothingthey could ever understand unless they had been through it themselves...but you know that as your mood ebbs and flows, at some point, youll want them to be there for you...but not at their convenience...you cant help what mood you will be in, so when you are climbing the walls, you want them within reach to help you.
Open your heart
I'm beating right here
Open your mind
I'm being right here
Open your heart
I'm beating right here
Open your mind
I'm being right here, right now
This is the wish that people could possibly understand the torment in your own mind, how much you hurt and how you wish you had relief from your own mind....but how? it is relentless.
Ooh, what a good boy you are
Out of the way you're kept to yourself
Ooh, can't you see that he's not here
He doesn't want the attention you give
Ooh, unplugging from it all
Invisible kid floats alone in his room
Ooh, what a quiet boy you are
He looks so calm floating 'round and around in himself.
This is how people look at you and see that there is nothing wrong with you. They see your surroundings, your body, they see no pain, no injury, they dont see what is wrong, so they just presume youre an emo or something.
My theme:
[link]Current Residence: Vilnius,Lithuania
Favourite genre of music: All kinds of metal
MP3 player of choice: iPod
Favourite cartoon character: All RE main characters,Punisher,Adam Chaplin
Personal Quote:A dicrepit demise is the worst thing you can find
Sta.sh
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