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#17 Money's Bitch
Money.We would do anything for it,when we are desperate enough.So desperate,that we would go to whatever lengths just to get our daily dose of the green.Money is everything to us - it's life,it's a guarantee for survival,it's just...everything to us.Some evn grow obsessed with it,even to such lengths that some people call them - Money's Bitches.
This story follows an assasin under the name of Fegro,who has been working as a killer for a very influential crime boss,for nearly 20 years.What sets apart Fegro from other assasins,is that he has Asperger's Syndrome - something that's enraging him,ever since finding out about the said syndrome.The other known fact,is that Fegro does anything....ANYTHING for money.No matter how risky or deadly the job is,he'll do it,as long as he gets paid.The success of his missions,earned him a very deep respect from his crime boss and an on going rumor among the boss's men - that Fegro is nothing more then a Money's Bitch.
We follow Fegro on his latest mission - his job is to infiltrate a business building that his crime boss holds as a financial support beam(so to speak).It has come to their attention that a few religious zealots have been coming in and out of the building,with huge amounts of finances in their hands.These actions take a major toll on the boss' operations and he wants the leader found and taken care of,so the whole zealot group will fall.As Fegro enter the huge scyscraper of a business building,his mission of assasinating ONE man,turns into something MUCH more horrifying.The fantics swarm the building and try to hunt him down with pure relentlessness,as well as discovering some ancient demon residing within the building's walls.Yet,the weirdest thing of all is - the zealots don't want to kill him.They want to capture him for something.
Will Fegro come out of this ordeal unstained?Or will the ''Money's Bitch'' prevail under the guidance of his beloved ''greens''?
 
#18 The Never Man
Waking up from beyond the grave is such an unpleasant thing,wouldn't you agree?Well,Kayan thought so too,when he woke from his un-earthed grave,completely un-scathed and intact - as he never even died.Some time later,he finds out that he was killed in a bizzarre ritual by some cult called ''The Broken God'',as well of their rivals - the SCP Foundation.Upon more investigating,he discovers that he has a very weird power - the damage that is inflicted upon his flesh - let it be fatal or non-fatal - disappears completely when he just blinks once.What's more to that,he can cause the same kind of damage upon the one who damaged him.These powers call on the unwanted attention of the SCP Foundation agents,who he desperately tries to evade.Worse then that,''The Broken God'' occult wishes to abduct him in order to reconstruct some ''God'' they believe was broken into pieces.Being hunted from two sides,Kayan just prays for everything to be just a bad dream.But it's a shame - this dream is real,and so are all the evnts around him...

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I've had enough,i'll make them say
They'll never take another drop of blood from me!
And judge you all,one final bow
I'll be your End of Days!

But in the streets,the warriors fall
I will do what i must 'till i see them crawl
Not to me,but they will say
I'll be your End of Days
I'll be your End of Days

~The Corre anthem
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Going around in circles again.

Pedal to floor, back in the seat, purpose and will verus modern machine.
Passing the slow, defeating the weak, all with the tar on the street,
and the weight of my feet the sweat on my face.
Wanting first place for than you can understand.

Going around in circles again.

Photo finish race.
Rear veiw stare chase.
Satisfaction only when I finish at the end.
If i follow all the rules, promise that i'll win?
Driven so confused that im going around in circles again.

Going around in circles again.

Holding on by a thread.
Cut me loose so I can contend.
Hoping for something more then second place, first place or more.
Where will I be when I get to the end?
Doesn't matter what place i begin three hundred sixty-one degree's and then.

Going around in circles again.

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Welcome to the end of everything that haunts me
Somehow I pretend all was meant to be
I am not the saint here, never the good son
Hell has taken over and I know

When I say go...run away, run away
When I say go...run away, run away
When I say go...run away, run away
When I say go...run away, run away, run away

Where do I belong? So sick of being shadows
Scared to walk alone, now it's time to roam
I have always wanted all that I could own
My wish was never granted 'til now

When I say go...run away, run away
When I say go...run away, run away
When I say go...run away, run away
When I say go...run away, run away, run away

Welcome to the end of everything that haunts me
Somehow I pretend all was meant to be
I am not the saint here, never the good son
Hell has taken over and won

When I say go

When I say go...run away, run away
When I say go...run away, run away
When I say go...run away, run away
When I say go...run away, run away
When I say go...go, go, go, go, go
When I say go...go, go, go, go

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What I believe is all that I am
Take it away, I’m only a man
Back from the dead and now it appears
I’ll be the one to take back the fear

Kill or be killed, that isn’t me
Maybe it’s you dying to be
Somebody else. Man of the year
But I am the one to take back the fear

Don’t want anything taken away
Taken away from me
It’s all that I believe

Message of hate, fading away
My love and my failures “one in the same”
Now that I’m back, painfully clear
But I’ll be the one to take back the fear

When it seems that everything was all a dream
Everything’s not what it seems
Even I cannot believe in me easily
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Gave up on the socializing
Packed up and complete with nothing
Chalk it up as a week of something
That I don't ever wanna go through again
There's nowhere left for me to hide

Last off of a speeding death train
Freak out but not really insane
Sweet god getting nothing but pain
That I don't ever wanna go through again
There's nowhere left for me to hide

Forgive me if I can't remember
Where I left my head tonight

I can't let go, never could let go, I won't let go
Gonna fuel this fire till it's out of control

Tear it up in a town that hates me
Shoot down every bitch that could be
Chalk lines on an empty street
Where I could never ever be caught dead again
There's nowhere left for me to hide

Bad trip that I can't remember
Dead weight sitting on my shoulder
Shot down in a living horror
That I don't ever wanna go through again
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I've seen better days, yeah
So says the mirror
It's hard to find divinity when you're the king of men

If I can get through this
I can get through anything
If I can make it through this
I can get through anything

If I can get through this
I can get through anything
If I can make it through this
I promise you
I promise you

It could be much worse, yeah
But the call is close
Tomorrow's my reason for today to let go

If I can get through this
I can get through anything
If I can make it through this
I can get through anything

If I can get through this
I can get through anything
If I can make it through this
I promise you
I promise you

If I can get through this
I can get through that
If you cut me wide open
I can cut you some slack
If you come when I'm leaving
I might never be back
I know it's not easy
just a matter of fact

If I can get through this
I can get through that
If you cut me wide open
I can cut you some slack
If you come when I'm leaving
I might never be back
I know it's not easy
just a matter of fact
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If I could have my wasted days back,
Would I use them to get back on track?
Stop to warm at karmas burning,
Or Look ahead, but keep on turning.




Do I have the strength
To know how I'll go?
Can I find it inside to deal with what I shouldn't know?




Could I have my wasted days back?
Would I use them to get back on track.




You live it or you lie it!You live it or you lie it!
(You live it or lie it! You live it or lie it!)




My lifestyle determines my deathstyle!
My lifestyle determines my deathstyle!




Keep searching
Keep on searching
This search goes on
This search goes on
Keep searching.
Keep on searching.
This search goes on.
This search goes on.




Frantic tick tick tick tick tock
Frantic tick tick tick tick tick tick tock
Frantic tick tick tick tick tick tick tock
Frantic tick tick tick tick tick tick tock




I've worn out always being afraid
An endless stream of fear that i've made
Treading water full of worry
This frantic tick tick talk goes hurry




Do I have the strength
To know how I'll go?
Can I find it inside to deal with what I shouldn't know?




I've worn out always being afraid
An endless stream of fear that i've made




You live it or lie it! You live it or lie it!
(You live it or lie it! You live it or lie it!)




My lifestyle determines my deathstyle!
My lifestyle determines my deathstyle!




Keep searching.
Keep on searching.
This search goes on.
This search goes on.
Keep searching.
Yeah, keep on searching.
This search goes on.
on and on!




Frantic tick tick tick tick tick tick tock
Frantic tick tick tick tick tick tick tock
Frantic tick tick tick tick tick tick tock
Frantic tick tick tick tick tick tick tock




Do I have the strength
To know how I'll go?
Can I find it inside to deal with what I shouldn't know?




Do I have the strength
To know how I'll go?
Can I find it inside to deal with what I shouldn't know?




Oh My lifestyle (Birth is Pain) determines my deathstyle!
a rising tide (Life is Pain) that pushes to the other side!
My lifestyle (Death is Pain) determines my deathstyle!
a rising tide (Its All The Same) that pushes to the other side!




Keep searching
Keep on searching
This search goes on
on and on
Keep searching.
Keep on searching.
This search goes on.
on and on.




Frantic tick tick tick tick tick tick tock
Frantic tick tick tick tick tick tick tock
Frantic tick tick tick tick tick tick tock
Frantic tick tick tick tick tick tick tock
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I would identify with this song due to depression. I had a virally induced episode by glandular fever and it destroyed a year of my life...it took that long before i seeked treatment and help.




Invisible kid
Never see what he did
Got stuck where he did
Fallen through the grid




Feeling left behind by the world, as everything carries on functioning without you. Due to your absence, it feels like the void you left in the world has been filled in, so you are stuck in your own isolation, as friends and family get on with their own lives.




Invisible kid
Got a place of his own
Where he'll never be known
Inward he's grown




Before I was treated, I essentially isolated myself because I couldn't cope with anyone elses problems. In the end, youre climbing the walls of your own house in the middle of the night, going crazy for some company.




Invisible kid
Locked away in his brain
From the shame and the pain
World down the drain




The depression drives you inwards, tormenting yourself with self perpetuating hatred, regret, torment, etc. In the end, you feel like your whole world is just you, and you are the most awful company as you become so detatched from the world you feel like actually admitting your problem to someone would be far too shameful to ever contemplate, while the further you detatch yourself, the bigger the bridge would be to reach out for help.




Invisible kid
Suspicious of your touch
Don't want no crutch
But it's all too much




You feel like everyone is out for themselves, every time you talk to someone, they tell you to snap out of it, cheer up, like its your choice, like you WANT to be miserable and them telling you to snap out of it will suddenly make you realise. You dont want help because it is humiliating, but you cant cope and go on alone, it is far too painful to bear.




I hide inside
I hurt inside
I hide inside, but I'll show you...




The one who did decide to help me was a girl I met, this was the first time I opened up to someone. Coincidentally, she had gone through it before.




I'm OK, just go away
Into distance let me fade
I'm OK, just go away
I'm OK, please don't stray too far




You almost fear the torment people give you with their judgemental eyes as the depression is nothingthey could ever understand unless they had been through it themselves...but you know that as your mood ebbs and flows, at some point, youll want them to be there for you...but not at their convenience...you cant help what mood you will be in, so when you are climbing the walls, you want them within reach to help you.




Open your heart
I'm beating right here
Open your mind
I'm being right here
Open your heart
I'm beating right here
Open your mind
I'm being right here, right now




This is the wish that people could possibly understand the torment in your own mind, how much you hurt and how you wish you had relief from your own mind....but how? it is relentless.




Ooh, what a good boy you are
Out of the way you're kept to yourself
Ooh, can't you see that he's not here
He doesn't want the attention you give
Ooh, unplugging from it all
Invisible kid floats alone in his room
Ooh, what a quiet boy you are
He looks so calm floating 'round and around in himself.




This is how people look at you and see that there is nothing wrong with you. They see your surroundings, your body, they see no pain, no injury, they dont see what is wrong, so they just presume youre an emo or something.


My theme:www.youtube.com/watch?v=RoHrWg…

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It's not fair,
When Mum and Dad nag nag,
"Stand up straight!
Don't be rude!"

It's so not fair,
Cos the Killer Boys Rats know,
School stinks,
Kids rule.

So when they send you to your room,
Sing a little tune.
You sing;

Nah nah ne nah nah!
Nah nah nah ne nah,
Nah nah nah nah!

Nah nah ne nah nah!
Nah nah nah ne nah nah!
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Like a watchdog standing at the fence.
Just begging for the next person to pass and test his patience.
Hammer back, cocked ready to go off.
Looking for any volunteers that want to crawl and cough.
Stand's up front when it's time to take a maybe situation,
to a definate, shake it up battle me,
you're going to see everything go red.
You bother me with your Grand Inquisition.

[Chorus]
I won't and I shouldn't have to.
Why should I explain myself to you?

You're getting too close to the animal.
The one you're going to turn into a cannibal.
I'm not holding anything back.
So, you better be holding if I start to attack.
Body all scarred from the battles before.
But, I call them "monetary marks of war."
Battle started with or with out any kind of warning.
I knew that it was coming, so I did nothing about it.

[Chorus]

Take it easy your going too far.
You don't want to keep this car in the red.
You don't want to start what you just can't end,
by just pretending that you're not going to bend.
Instead, you're looking right into the eyes of a savage.
Ready to pillage, loot, and ravage.
You've never seen anything like this.
Or react, the second you end up on the list.

[Chorus]

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